stoidee

stoidee means study.
 it's a greek word.


okay no LOL of course im kidding around.tolonglah cakap anda x percaya ngan statement tadi o_0

that word came from my bezfren. we both have this crazy thoughts when it comes to words that are related to study =)   


so far the studies go pretty well (except i keep on thinking about  the word FOUR FLAT again n again) it's not easy to achieve that 'flatness' but it's never not possible.


the truth is if u try, of course u'll be able yo do it, hoh-yeah i mean it =)))


i haven't started any of my assignment yet during this break.time begins to fly so fast so i better buckle up.

have u ever listened to song pokok by Meet Uncle Hussein featuring Hazama? no? yes? okay never mind, the point is that the lyrics are beautiful n also meaningful:


"tak mudah namun tak susah terletak atas pilihan..."


as in like it's your choice either you want it or you refuse to try to achieve it.

"terlalu mahu dan mahu..terlupa apa yg perlu...."


which means you keep on hoping on something that you really want until you forget that what you need is much more important and should be taken note.


oh dear, 
the words..so related to me.


SEKARANG MARI CUBA UNTUK LAKSANAKAN IMPIAN TU:




 4.0 FLAT UNTUK PSPM FOR BOTH SEMESTERS ^^





                                                             love,
                                                                                                 thalia

if he's the one HAHA

basically i'm gonna start off by saying this : ignore me when i start to go seriously insane when i talk bout him.


so this guy, the probability for him to see me, who has been walking back and forth in front of him like thousand times is 0%. he just never see me. never.


dia macam zombie pun ada. kalau masuk kuliah, derrrr.... teros cari seat di bahagian2 depan n start making emotionless face n teros mata pandang ke screen yg blank tanpa slaid pun. memang tawaduk orgnye kan?? haha.


shahiela, kau patut tawu dia siapa!
from the first day i saw him, ada something yg i fikir pasal dia. dia hensem.haha. okay obviously. semua pun cakap (okay maybe xsemua but almost semua). he's got this really bright smile n ada perwatakan yg sgt manis. :)))))))))


usually kalau you realise yg u ni kinda good looking, you would make use of it wouldn't you? (ngaku je sebab tu mmg betol)  tapi he doesn't. HE DOESN'T. in fact, kadang i terfikir juga yg he doesn't seem to realise his advantage side.


dia just walk around like normal guy with normal appearance n sampai selenge plak tu.when facing girls, dia yg neves lebih (what the...???) pelik lah kan dia ni.


he also never tried to flirt around macam nucleus atau si factorial (NIK ASYIKIN kau patot tahu nie). also he never walk around the lecture hall to impress any ladies atau cuba mempopularkan diri dia.


                                        P.E.L.I.K    o_0


kalau dalam bilik 34 tingkat 1 blok Vega kat KMS tu, you would hear me saying his name over n over again sampai roommates semua nak muntah darah.


but in class(lecture la sebab i x sama praktikum ngan dia :'(  sedih ) i totally act normal mcm i have no crush on him. however deep inside... sumpah i rasa nak tumbang everytime he's near to me. adoi. penyakit!!!! hummm...




maybe at first i suka dia for his "good-lookingness" tapi lama2 i like him sebab he's different. he's totally different than any other guy yg i pernah jumpa. xd la nak bohong yg dia langsong xkawan ngan pompuan.memang la ada. n to me, that's normal. nanti korang cakap kalo dia xkawan ngan pompuan dia gay plak an. zassssss!!

n another great thing about him adalah dia berkawan dgn semua orang.it just doesn't matter who you are, n what your background is, dia akan kawan ngan u. when i check him out these past few weeks (i bukan stalker fyi) he befriends with people yg estranged by friends. comelkan sifat dia???


dia xpilih to befriend with orang yg setaraf atau setanding dia.


                            A VERY DOWN TO EARTH GUY


my bezfren said " ala kau da suka semua pasal dia ko nampak yg baik2 je"


maybe she's right, but if you know him, you'll understand each word i'm saying. i'm not lying or overwhelmed dgn rupa dia yang hensem, NO.




trust me =)))


ok la sampai cni dulu pasal dia. it could be he's the one, tapi saya memang xkan pernah cuba buat apa2 to make myself closer to him or vice versa. it's all in God's hand. siapalah saya untuk menduga.


n paling penting, umur ni masih muda untuk jadikan ni serious.
so this is part of my experience n memory in life journey yg xakan saya lupa sampai bila2 !!!! berusaha untuk 4flat Ain!!! =)))))


harvesian =)


xoxo

4flat n u =)

****breakin the ice, dah lama giler x blogging********

pada hakikatnya saya dah malas nak blogging. after my mother has left us, the sorrow starts to kill me inside.memang tu susah nak dihalang. it's the pain through a life time.

till the end mama, we will love you. even when you're gone, your strength is always with us, you are the one, who saw the pain, the gain that all of us went through.  you are the best woman i have ever known in my entire life. nobody can replace you. no one.

the tender and the care-no replacement

the love and the smile-no replacement

i love you so much mama

hugs <3

so this guy,   yg i  nak sgt balik rumah n cerita kat mak i. this guy =)

i just think he's the one. xtawu kenapa. maybe.it could be. that he's the one.

nak achieve 4flat.

nak achieve u.

so...

which one??

can i have both?? ^^

of course ........ (errrrr........??)

ok stop. he's driving me totally insane.

call it love.

i agree.

4flat pulak....my wish.my target.let's do this-

30% struggle + 20% study + 50% of love to mama n ayah = 100%

n another 100% faith to ALLAH the Greatest love of all.

xoxo

and just carry on, because that's the way it should be. 

matrikulasi

kalau ikutkan hati, nak bawak laptop ni ke matrix.

tapi ni kes distraction so saya xakan bawak.i dah semakin sedih ni.nak masuk matrix dah.dah xd tv2 ke game2 ke atau melaram2 ke.xsyok ah, n sedih. -_____- yg penting kene blajo je rerajin2.bye blog :(

erul af9

"bukan mudah menyusun tangga ke angkasa..ooo yeah.."


okay itu sebagai pembuka bicara la yeh.menunjukkan betapa saya ni seorang peminat akademi fantasia yang  sgt 3x setia (cewah).


saya start tgk af sejak darjah 5 masa tu af 2.mmg bez giler la af 2 xbley nak describe. mungkin kerana af 1 adalah beginner ,maka yg ke 2 mereka improvise sehingga jadi best sangat.


masa tu kecik lagi, so mmg taksub lah tgk af. suke kaer. pastu af3 xdpt tgk sebab pindah rumah sebab rumah renovate.


okay xnak dragging. i straight to the point je la yeh. ^^ seperti yg tertera kat tajuk ERUL AF9.


saya sgt suka ngan dia. masa 1st week mcm xbape notice cuma notice dia ngan korean style. tapi xminat sebab dia nyanyi lagu KRU tajuk 'ganas'.
so he didn't get my attention. seriously.


but on second week, dia nyanyi lagu CINTA UNTUK NABIILA. kawan saya bgtahu. saya pun wonder how the song sounds like but again saya xkisah.


then dah dpt permission from my dad untuk tonton af (anak solehah kan? siap minx permission lagi) so me n sis n mom pon tgk la konsert ke2


walaaaaa weh......


SANGAT MANTAP PERFORMANCE DIA.
So clear n sedap. serious. masa tu i cakap dalam hati  mcm not bad gak this contestant. 


esoknye i bukak youtube n listen to it again. n again n again. then i realised yg " ok.he's the one". dia my feveret contestant =)


bila tgk diari. wah comel jugak beliau. so i suka la ^^ ber top up sukanye okay! ber naik taraf.hahaa


then baca blog orang, mereka xsuka erul -____- dorang kata erul suka korea tp nak sebut anyonhesayo pun salah.kene kritikan hebat .kesian la.


pastu ada yg xpuas hati dgn korean style dia etc etc. but for me, it's no big deal. kalo kita boleh suka k-pop kenapa xboleh suka artis tempatan sendiri? bila artis negara sendiri, dikritik dan diherdik semacam -___-. 


i xnk komen byk2. yg penting i suka erul. xperlu didebatkan sebab debat tu sebenarnya xbrape elok kalo bukan bertujuan untuk menegakkan kebenaran atau menyelamatkan agama.


plus, we can never make everyone satisfied or like us all the time.


so terserah lah...adat la tu disukai dan tidak disukai.


minggu ni dia dpt lagu by projek pistol..errrr harap dia buat yg terbaik aje la ;)


p/s: amoi banyak suka la dia perform itu lagu awan nano.manyakkkk coommmmelll n sgt style punya performance. thumb up =)


xoxo

experience

semalam 21/04/2011 ada LIFE experience yg best.keluar dengan manusia bernama SYAHIRA NABILLA kat TIMES SQUARE.yeah bunyinya gahkan? tapi i mcm rusa masuk kampung semalam.nasib baik bella (my free tourist guide) ada kalau x,sesat menyesat dan disesatkan lah gamaknye semalam.


masa di stesen ktm kajang pada mulanya lagak cool lah sebab dah biasa pun kat situ sebab selalu visit tempat tumpah darah i En. Mid Valley. tapi tu xberlaku semalam.sebab i beli tiket ke bandar tasik selatan. sampai je BTS beli tiket ke stesen Hang Tuah.


OK masa tu saat2 genting pun berlaku lah yakni xpernah pun terjun ke LRT sendirian berhad tanpa pemantauan adik beradik i yg berusia(sori!).


so dah beli tiket,kitorang tggu.sampai lah train.kitorang dgn bangganya bangon dari seat nak g kat LRT tu skali tgk shiiiuuuuunggg...LRT tu xstop.ALAMAK.malu. salah train rupanya.masa tu gak on the spot rasa muka terbakar make up pun cair meleleh2 ahaha.kitorang conrol.IT'S OKAY IT'S OKAY.nasib baik xd orang kat situ.haha


dah sampai times square g breakfast MC DONALD'S. ok sedap.sambil menikmati kicauan roller coaster kat theme park.setiap kali roller coaster lalu,nak gugur jantung akak dik. tapi tabah je.kontrol cun.muahaha.


then beli tiket wayang citer SCREAM 4. pastu brader kaunter kata  "untuk 18 thn ke atas ye". so i dgn bangga nye jawab "yeh okay" ngan wajah paling poyo. sebab dah 18 officially,tu yg berlagak semacam tuh. ;)


pastu brader tu kata lagi " wayang kat tingkat atas okay". n i pon anggok cam paham, tapi pastu terpikir " errr..tingkat brape plak nih??" adeh.padan muka.tadi belagak sangat.


kitorang pegi directory board.owh 3rd floor.okay2. pastu bella tanya nak buat ape lepas ni? ok masuk kedai baju.masuk yg pertama,kedua,ketiga and lama2 dah mcm overwhelmed dgn kecantikan baju2 kat situ sampai kitorang tawaf 100 kedai up n down up n down from 3rd floor to 4th then 5th then turun balik dah macam budak2 mental.


miss2 yg kat dalam kedai tu at first senyum2 tgk kitorang n cakap "hai miss, nak beli ape?" tapi last2 muka kitorang pun diorang dah kenal pasal asek back and forth je, dorang pun da malas nak layan.muka pon dah mencuka.cuka yang dalam botol yang xd jenama tu.bayangkan. Huduh x??? huduh kan???


dah grab semua yg perlu akhirnya nak beli baju untuk diri sendiri.dah spotted one, tapi probability nak jumpa balik kedai tu adalah mustahil ye tuan2 dan puan2 skalian.tapi xgive up. cari gak baju Erul tu sampai jumpa.cari punya cari sampai pukul 2pm n yes! jumpa gak baju Erul tu.namanya baju Erul sebab baju tu korean style.erk ada kene mengena ke??ha xpe.janji paham ek. pastu bertabur cari surau.


masa tu dah 210pm mak aih,wayang dah nak start.tanya satu akak ni, dia kata surau kat tingkat 7.ha sudah.kitorang kat 3rd floor.kalau kaki bley tercabut cm kaki barbie,dah lama dah tercabut.DIJAMIN. 


so tekad ah naik elevator.cepat sikitkan.padahal masing2 takut naik elevator.takot tersekat.lagi sekali kitorang PARANOID hahaha.
okay...pastu g smayang kat the 7th floor then berkejar2 g tgk wayang kat 3rd floor.keluar2 dah sakit kaki n pinggang. then TERINGAT! agenda utama iaitu beli kek n taruk 16 lilin tapi itu yang lupa nak dilaksanakan! tgk jam dah pukul 4pm.humm...xd harapan.mission aborted.lol


gila sgt shopping sampai lupa semua. adeh.




tapi semua went all well.  jadi happylah!


xoxo

mesti ada matlamat hidup

apa ni apa ni?? what's my aim????

ada ada.

tenangkan hati.

ada

harus ada

yang sebenarnya...kurang pasti

masalah ni.mcm mana matlamat hidup sendiri pun boleh xtahu?? aisey

ada confession:

saya ada matlamat hidup but it's too..not possible.mcm seolah2 bukan matlamat tapi dream.

bieber cakap (kadang2 he's pretty smart hoyeh!) :

 

"becoming popular like now is like winning lottery.it never seemed possible"

jadi bila i think and think and think, MAYBE IT'S PoSsIbLe.....

nampak x macam mana exotic nye word tu. duhhh.

kalau hari2 dgr lagu The Climb tapi nak climb2 xboleh pasal mountain tu licin, apa nak buat? hujan lebat.jadi batu2 semua licin.boleh ke "keep on moving keep climbing keep the faith?" urghh

if songs can change your life,then mr.song, just go ahead and do it. i x kisah.

mesti "keep head up high" eleh KALAU boleh. semua mcm positive.nak buat nye SUSAH

ok la ok la malam ni i macam psycho sikit.not healthy.jgn follow this attitude ye adik2!

xoxo